the gloomy girl

July 23, 2005, Saturday, I woke up a bit late cuz I wasn’t in the right mood to go to school. I sorta started the day by texting some friends- one of them was “Tope” Christopher Viray. He sorta mentioned that Lani, his girlfriend, and him were together yesterday because it was July 22. My eyes slightly widened because I really really failed to notice the extraordinary spot about July 22- it is simply the number… Yep, you got it, my X and I also shared the same number and I totally failed to realize that yesterday could have been our 11th month anniversary. This just shows that I’m really over him and there’s no more special thing inside of me for him.

I sighed at that thought. It felt like I never had a boyfriend. For the past 8 friggin months, it felt like I never celebrated its every 22nd day. Then Tope stated that my X didn’t show me how much important I was to him, and maybe that’s the reason why I feel this way right now. Bummer.

Tope and I talked a bit more about some other things… But I reckon, I’m just gonna keep it a secret. I can’t put it on the internet.

Then it’s just another common experience in school. But after it was sorta fun. I went to SM San Lazaro for the first time with a couple of friends- Oka, Ey, Bryan, Yulo (newfound friend ^_^) We window shopped and drank beer. What kind of beer you ask? Well, what else? Edi Redhorse. Duh? I just drank one can and got tipsy already due to lack of food in my tummy. Meaning to say, gutom ako nung uminum ako.

When it was time for us to go home, I, of course, rode the train, but this time, I had someone to accompany me- Yulo! I’ve been gloomy all the time we were in the train. I sure hope he didn’t feel indifferent about me. Hehe. Who would want to ride on a train with someone gloomy by your side? Well, I couldn’t help it… Honestly speaking, there isn’t much running on my mind that time, and I didn’t frown for nothing… I just didn’t feel like smiling, that’s all. I dunno why, or I guess I do know why. But still, it’s really silly to feel depressed (and I mean, super depressed) when you just knew the guy for only 3 weeks! (To those who are reading this right now and do know who I am referring to, well, xempre xa nanaman diba! Tammi, hanggang blog ba, xa parin ang kwento mo? HAHA.) So… Maybe I was just simply gloomy, but “he’s” not accurately the cause. Tammi is just plain gloomy, that’s all.

So there, after the train ride with my newfound friend Yulo, I managed to get on a jeep for I don’t want to ride an FX cuz jeeps are half cheaper. HEHE. During my cheap jeep ride, I felt my head getting heavier. So, like a usual thing I’d do, I slept on the vehicle! HAHA. But of course, I didn’t go to dream land. I was just half asleep. Good thing, nothing was stolen.

Then after all that, I finally got home. And it’s such a bummer cuz I looked up Card Captor Sakura on TV and it’s not on air. ARG, I’ve been missing it for the past 2 days already due to my schedule in school. But I’m still happy with my school.

Go USTe!